I thought I was ready to date again. Actually, that might be a bit of a stretch. I had been married and out of that type of social situation for the previous two decades. I didn't have a clue what dating was like in 2009. I didn't know anyone, I didn't know how to meet anyone and I didn't know how to go about being "single." What I WAS ready for, however, was to not feel so lonely! So, I thought I was ready to move forward with my life. But what did my children think about that? I get asked that question a lot. Here's the answer:Before I was even divorced, when my children and I were still living in our home in Colorado with their dad prior to our move to Utah, one day I was standing in the kitchen and my two oldest children walked in. Out of the blue they said, "Mom, you have GOT to date, find a nice man and get married again!" In shock, I looked at them and put a finger to my lips to hush them. Their dad was in the house, watching t. v. in the next room! I said, "Thank you for that, but I'm still legally married. I can't date!" And then I laughed--knowing no one would want a financially-devasted, forty-something woman; the sole support of four children. (There's nothing like a couple decades of lies and betrayal by a spouse to make you feel old, wrinkled and, like I've said before, an "old bag!") It was all so new, I think I was still in shock, and I had way too much on my plate in terms of moving, working and being a mother to think I'd ever have time to date anyway. I couldn't comprehend anything like that (at that time) in my life. Little did I know the crushing weight of loneliness a single mother feels. So, before I was even divorced, my children had given me permission to date. And eventually, thanks to the terrible loneliness, I joined them in their readiness for their mother to date. I tried to be a bit circumspect in my approach. I didn't know anyone, and didn't know how to meet anyone, so I decided to start with the singles program of my church. I got online and checked out the local site. It listed a lot of activities and things I didn't understand. It also listed dances (every Friday night in Utah county) and Sunday night meetings called "firesides" where guest speakers present spiritual messages to the group. My problem? I didn't feel ready to walk in alone. So I thought about it for awhile. And then late one Friday night, on a total impulse, I did something else before I even dared go to a dance or a fireside and walk in alone. I probably should have listened to Henry Ford: "Before everything else, getting ready is the secret of success." Instead, I acted impulsively. If you keep reading, you'll see that I've done that a few times. (You'll have to decide for yourself how you think it turned out for me.)